Turtle Life

since 2001

Category: Journal

  • I seek out ways to cause me pain

    I seek out ways to cause me pain

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    I need a pain killer. A big one. A live one. The kind you can’t get from the SFW prescriptions.

  • I love you but

    I love you but

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    in ,

    is a phrase used to dull the sting

  • Heat seeking missile

    Heat seeking missile

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    Still trying to understand how this lady from such a different world as mine was so capable of reflecting my feelings about my life like this.

  • Rainbows

    Rainbows

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    People always take photos of rainbows. I don’t.

  • All my life I’ve been made to feel like I’m not enough

    All my life I’ve been made to feel like I’m not enough

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    Time after time after time I’ve been hit with life experiences that are based in the concept that I’m just not enough. It was always this knowledge of who I am that’s always kept me pushing on.

  • Trouble is

    Trouble is

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    in

    I keep burning myself on the same match.

  • Vehicle

    Vehicle

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    in

    I was always disposable, even as the big spoon.

  • Bisous

    Bisous

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    in

    Dernier baiser. Meh. Life.

  • Just keep trying

    Just keep trying

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    Anyway, I bought this beautiful road machine to remind myself that my life isn’t over. Yeah, it’s just a material thing, but it’s a self-loving reminder to keep trying. Just keep trying.

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